Birds Chirping.

Cars rolling along, and are gone no more.

Why keep the emotions to yourself?

It's time.

To let it go.

It's time.

To wake up

And have a fresh, brand new start ahead.

No more turning back,

No more looking at the past.

Time has gone.

It's time to move on.

:)

Lord,

There is a sort of unbelievable pain welling inside

A hardship that cannot be found

It's deep inside

So deep, I can't even take it out.

I breathe in... I breathe out.

I am too negative.

It's time.

To change into a whole new thinking of life.

Lord,

Give me.

To strength, to continue and to move on.

To stay stronger.

When everyone just couldn't understand this pain I m feeling through.

I just need some help... And I really dont know how can I do this.

To cope through life, through every bit of rationality

Only to know oneself is living for oneself,

Unable to finish off what I am supposed to do..

Seeing the world ailing away.

Sometimes.

I feel that the whole world do not understand.

Somehow,

Only I myself understand.

What, then, can help?

I need You, Lord.

You have created me the way how it should be.

Use me, so that I can do a good job out of this life of mine.

I hate to see this world suffering.

Everyone is in pain, even myself.

Yet us human beings- we are forced to be happy.

So that everyone surrounding us can be happy.

The pain- the guilt, of seeing people dying and suffering.

That pain, that guilt

Is something which I cannot help myself from feeling in this way anymore.

No matter how much I cry, no matter how much I weep

Still the pain is in there with me.

And I need that someone to take it away.

To start things fresh, anew. And to be able to cope and work with me.

For the brighter, bigger future of the others.

Amen.

Lord, I love you..

I just can't stand this emotional pain anymore.

Lord,

I thank you that I have been given this life on mine.

And have a brand, new fresh start ahead for now. :)

Amen. In Jesus Name.

I guess.

It's time.

To move on in life.

And have a fresh, brand new start ahead.

:)

Joey Chan Zi Xiong,

THANK YOU.

:)

Change.

Life

Into a sort of zeal where people can feel and meet

Where darkness clouds and you still find life so amazing

Into a whole new sense of motivation,

Into a deeper, much more mature you.

:)

Change, because challenges happen.

Life isn't difficult; it's only full of challenges.

I found life to be painful.

Painful in such a manner that the world suffers and yet I can still be carrying on into a degree.

Painful that life is indeed ailing, and yet I am forced to take every step of rationality.

If I runaway for good... Only to have come back after a few years, everything will change.

And.

I want it to change.

Is it too hard to take one, big, bold step for now?

Whispering,

I really do want to forget you.

Please just tell me how to.

Be PoSiTiVE :)

Woohoo!

You can do this.

Jia you!

:)

Deborah, YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH.