Lord,

There is a sort of unbelievable pain welling inside

A hardship that cannot be found

It's deep inside

So deep, I can't even take it out.

I breathe in... I breathe out.

I am too negative.

It's time.

To change into a whole new thinking of life.

Lord,

Give me.

To strength, to continue and to move on.

To stay stronger.

When everyone just couldn't understand this pain I m feeling through.

I just need some help... And I really dont know how can I do this.

To cope through life, through every bit of rationality

Only to know oneself is living for oneself,

Unable to finish off what I am supposed to do..

Seeing the world ailing away.