Can't wait. It's sure going to be one of the best times ever, going to a rich person's house!
Must dress nice. Hmmm... but nothing much to wear. No choice but to take some from my mum's wardrobe. Hope that she doesn't mind. Even if she does, the most that i can get is just a lecture anyway.
What should i wear??
Anything that suits me~~
xD
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
God... sometimes i really wonder, where are you?
I just want to hear Your voice. I just want to feel Your strong presence... which i felt last time.
I feel so.. far away from You.
Where are You? Are You hearing my problems, my depression? I feel so stuck over here. With the people too. And everything is like a shadow away from Singapore. Everything around me just feel like an imitation good. And i feel no peace, living in the heart of Kuala Lumpur with the irresponsible drivers honking here and there, some even up to about 10 seconds or more.
Malaysia has got its own good qualities. :)
Try to admire the good side of it.
The kampung areas with the beautiful paddy fields... gorgeous sight, unseen in all advanced countries.
The sunsets by the beaches... few hours drive away from KL.
What else...?
Hmm... the talkative people? But i m not talkative, don't mind if my friends are not anyway.
JUST TRYING TO BE OPTIMISTIC!!
Malaysia is good Malaysia is good Malaysia is good OKAY.
Come on, u still have 4 MORE YEARS in this freaking country.
U need to learn to enjoy it! And after that get outta here as soon as possible.
I feel so.. far away from You.
Where are You? Are You hearing my problems, my depression? I feel so stuck over here. With the people too. And everything is like a shadow away from Singapore. Everything around me just feel like an imitation good. And i feel no peace, living in the heart of Kuala Lumpur with the irresponsible drivers honking here and there, some even up to about 10 seconds or more.
Malaysia has got its own good qualities. :)
Try to admire the good side of it.
The kampung areas with the beautiful paddy fields... gorgeous sight, unseen in all advanced countries.
The sunsets by the beaches... few hours drive away from KL.
What else...?
Hmm... the talkative people? But i m not talkative, don't mind if my friends are not anyway.
JUST TRYING TO BE OPTIMISTIC!!
Malaysia is good Malaysia is good Malaysia is good OKAY.
Come on, u still have 4 MORE YEARS in this freaking country.
U need to learn to enjoy it! And after that get outta here as soon as possible.
Empty.
Feeling empty.
Dunno the purpose of life, where am i going.
Sick and tired of this country called Malaysia.
Wanna get out.
Wanna break free.
Wanna have more exposure, more excitement... and more peace.
Unspeakable silence, only to be felt with the heart.
Unpolluted, fresh morning air.
I wanna break free.
Dunno the purpose of life, where am i going.
Sick and tired of this country called Malaysia.
Wanna get out.
Wanna break free.
Wanna have more exposure, more excitement... and more peace.
Unspeakable silence, only to be felt with the heart.
Unpolluted, fresh morning air.
I wanna break free.
Saturday, August 18, 2012
One Utama Shopping Spree
My birthday celebration with Siwen and her family.
Was awesome. In a way that we had so much of laughters and joy together.
And in a way that i felt the same sense of peace again everytime when i lean my head against her shoulder.
She loves me, i love her. Just like sisters, or even deeper.
No one can replace this person in my life! We have been through so much together, thick and thin
LOVE HER SO SO MUCH! Miss her even now, after just 2 hours of saying goodbye.
Aww.... such lovely time, so sweet. Never forget this.
Was awesome. In a way that we had so much of laughters and joy together.
And in a way that i felt the same sense of peace again everytime when i lean my head against her shoulder.
She loves me, i love her. Just like sisters, or even deeper.
No one can replace this person in my life! We have been through so much together, thick and thin
LOVE HER SO SO MUCH! Miss her even now, after just 2 hours of saying goodbye.
Aww.... such lovely time, so sweet. Never forget this.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
A happy advanced birthday for me, and a happy belated birthday to Amelia!:)
My good friend in church. Always laughing and being so friendly. Nice and kind.
Just be going to spend some time with her later:)
We will have such a great time chatting together.
SECRET RECEIPE, HERE WE COME!
UCSI LIFE:)
I love this anti-hectic and free and so relaxed kind of life!!
Whew. LOVE IT SO MUCH.
Life is so easy and stress free compared to F5.
Imagine, waking up by 6 plus in the morning, studying in the afternoon or taking short naps before going for tuition classes in the evening and at night!
Just such a packed schedule that time.
I m so free now, only having lots of things to do, that's all.
Maybe.. it's something that i have to thank God for.
Amen. Thank you, Lord, for putting me into this university.
Whew. LOVE IT SO MUCH.
Life is so easy and stress free compared to F5.
Imagine, waking up by 6 plus in the morning, studying in the afternoon or taking short naps before going for tuition classes in the evening and at night!
Just such a packed schedule that time.
I m so free now, only having lots of things to do, that's all.
Maybe.. it's something that i have to thank God for.
Amen. Thank you, Lord, for putting me into this university.
The fist page which appears automatically every time when i surf the net.
Say to Facebook, '' I can control you, and i have controlled you.''
And it works, so well.
Anti-addiction to facebook:)
Say to Facebook, '' I can control you, and i have controlled you.''
And it works, so well.
Anti-addiction to facebook:)
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Somehow...
I have never blamed myself for showing out my feelings.
'Cause i have the courage to do so.
And i admire myself for it.
Take it or leave it, that's my style.
Although i may get disappointed sometimes, but i never regret. NEVER.
And i may get some responses back too.
Being ignored hurts me, being rejected in some manner too.
But does it even matter? The risk is worth it.
And it's worth to give just another go.
As long as he likes it. :)
Just go.
'Cause i have the courage to do so.
And i admire myself for it.
Take it or leave it, that's my style.
Although i may get disappointed sometimes, but i never regret. NEVER.
And i may get some responses back too.
Being ignored hurts me, being rejected in some manner too.
But does it even matter? The risk is worth it.
And it's worth to give just another go.
As long as he likes it. :)
Just go.
Never give up hope on yourself
Whenever people say something,
just take it.
And you can improve.
CHEERS:)
For this life of non-stop improvement.
Until we get perfection.
just take it.
And you can improve.
CHEERS:)
For this life of non-stop improvement.
Until we get perfection.
College Life.
How's college life? Everyone is asking me. So many people concerned for me, which whom i thank God for.
Of course, i ll say it's good. I have to say that. Even if i don't like it.
'Cause it's just me.
The optimistic(or trying my best just to be), never-giving-up sort of girl.
Trying my best to like my university.
At least it's good, clean, giving us the right exposure and all.
But somehow i feel so disappointed.
Ever since young i never want this university.
If it's not close to my house, i ll never be here.
Always thought that my dad will send me to overseas, at least Singapore.
That's what he have always said. With my mum too.
Trying not to complain, but just feeling depressed after so many years of raising my hopes so high.
He feels i m not matured enough to go. And not self- disciplined.
So?
I can just be! To grow up! And be much more better than this when i come back.
And the people here... they are always laughing at something which i don't find really funny
And majority of them don't find mine to be too.
I love joking with people, making them happy... that's how i make friends.
So i m just not used to this environment.
But most of them are nice towards me, and some really nice. :)
At least... i m having some persian friends and some others to accompany me in my loneliness.
I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE! OR GO TO OTHER COUNTRIES for more exposure.
The Singaporeans...... i feel that they are just part of me. Exactly, so much like me.
And they admitted that too, although i told them that i m a Malaysian.
Missing that cute little country so much.
But then, the people here are nicer:)
Malaysians are more helpful and warmer people compared to the Singaporeans. Which is good.
So i m really enjoying their company, although we seldom laugh at the same things together. And talk about the things that we like talking.
And they are not so straightforward too, they take care of your feelings before telling you something.
That's the good thing about Malaysians:D
And i m glad to stay in this country ;DDD
For now.
Of course, i ll say it's good. I have to say that. Even if i don't like it.
'Cause it's just me.
The optimistic(or trying my best just to be), never-giving-up sort of girl.
Trying my best to like my university.
At least it's good, clean, giving us the right exposure and all.
But somehow i feel so disappointed.
Ever since young i never want this university.
If it's not close to my house, i ll never be here.
Always thought that my dad will send me to overseas, at least Singapore.
That's what he have always said. With my mum too.
Trying not to complain, but just feeling depressed after so many years of raising my hopes so high.
He feels i m not matured enough to go. And not self- disciplined.
So?
I can just be! To grow up! And be much more better than this when i come back.
And the people here... they are always laughing at something which i don't find really funny
And majority of them don't find mine to be too.
I love joking with people, making them happy... that's how i make friends.
So i m just not used to this environment.
But most of them are nice towards me, and some really nice. :)
At least... i m having some persian friends and some others to accompany me in my loneliness.
I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE! OR GO TO OTHER COUNTRIES for more exposure.
The Singaporeans...... i feel that they are just part of me. Exactly, so much like me.
And they admitted that too, although i told them that i m a Malaysian.
Missing that cute little country so much.
But then, the people here are nicer:)
Malaysians are more helpful and warmer people compared to the Singaporeans. Which is good.
So i m really enjoying their company, although we seldom laugh at the same things together. And talk about the things that we like talking.
And they are not so straightforward too, they take care of your feelings before telling you something.
That's the good thing about Malaysians:D
And i m glad to stay in this country ;DDD
For now.
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