I m sorry.

I don't know whether are you reading this or not... I don't have high expectations.

But one thing, I m really sorry. About how i treated you last time, only now when i looked back and recall then did i found myself being such a jerk towards you. 'Cause you were always so good towards me. Using your terms, i was really bad. To how you treated me, what i did was nothing.

I know that i hurted you alot... i wish i can carry the pain. I have to be responsible for what i have done, my stupid ignorance. And even when i m really thankful, i don't know how to express out myself. I just don't know how to express out myself, it's not that i m not grateful for the so many things that you have done for me, and that you have helped me alot, i just wanna say.. thanks. And i mean it.

Thanks. For helping me so much. Thankful for you as a friend.

I should care more about you, in the least. Because this is what that you deserve. If you are not reading this it's ok. I don't expect you to stalk me anyway. But if you are... here it is. This comes from deep inside of my heart. And it's good to let me go too... there is a better girl out there, just waiting for you.

A girl who will be more loving, patient, quiet, submissive and gentle, who suits you.

:) All the best.