College Life.

How's college life? Everyone is asking me. So many people concerned for me, which whom i thank God for.

Of course, i ll say it's good. I have to say that. Even if i don't like it.

'Cause it's just me.

The optimistic(or trying my best just to be), never-giving-up sort of girl.

Trying my best to like my university.

At least it's good, clean, giving us the right exposure and all.

But somehow i feel so disappointed.

Ever since young i never want this university.

If it's not close to my house, i ll never be here.

Always thought that my dad will send me to overseas, at least Singapore.

That's what he have always said. With my mum too.

Trying not to complain, but just feeling depressed after so many years of raising my hopes so high.

He feels i m not matured enough to go. And not self- disciplined.

So?

I can just be! To grow up! And be much more better than this when i come back.

And the people here... they are always laughing at something which i don't find really funny

And majority of them don't find mine to be too.

I love joking with people, making them happy... that's how i make friends.

So i m just not used to this environment.

But most of them are nice towards me, and some really nice. :)

At least... i m having some persian friends and some others to accompany me in my loneliness.

I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO SINGAPORE! OR GO TO OTHER COUNTRIES for more exposure.

The Singaporeans...... i feel that they are just part of me. Exactly, so much like me.

And they admitted that too, although i told them that i m a Malaysian.

Missing that cute little country so much.

But then, the people here are nicer:)

Malaysians are more helpful and warmer people compared to the Singaporeans. Which is good.

So i m really enjoying their company, although we seldom laugh at the same things together. And talk about the things that we like talking.

And they are not so straightforward too, they take care of your feelings before telling you something.

That's the good thing about Malaysians:D

And i m glad to stay in this country  ;DDD

For now.